[He sees that and he's well aware. So to help curb the guilt, he'll reach out and poke the boy's nose with a nail.]
Don't take that all on your shoulders. Even if you hadn't gone out to investigate what I'd been doing with the dolls, the reapers already knew about them. I wouldn't have been able to go back to the mortuary business the same way I had either way it went. That path was set for me the moment I started toying with cinematic records.
[That's enough to, at least, shock the guilty look off his face. And he'll just blink up at him.]
You... [A part of him tries to justify his guilt but he comes up empty-handed.] Why would you do that if it was going to risk the life you were comfortable with?
[It's surprising to him that Ciel would want to take on so much of the blame for somethng that had been out of his control outside of his own family and what happened after the fire. With his brother? He could understand that. But he can't deny that their own bonds, what flimsy things they had before the city, are far stronger now than they had been.]
Because no one has tried it? No, I suppose everything was out of selfishness on my part. My chain was growing far too long, and now that you know what you are to me, you might understand why I couldn't be content to just dig another grave.
[So flimsy. Even a little strange, how they dealt with one another. If it hadn't been for this place, there wasn't much of a chance of them fixing everything.]
Ah- I suppose I can understand that. [That had to gradually grow more depressing.] I'm sorry you had to dig any for us at all.
[Maybe not but he'd still want to fix it. It seems like a broken system.]
Maybe a bit but only because I grew up like that. You've yet to disappoint me though. Your cooking is worlds better than the instant meals I was surviving off of before you moved in with me.
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Date: 2018-06-07 04:41 pm (UTC)Don't take that all on your shoulders. Even if you hadn't gone out to investigate what I'd been doing with the dolls, the reapers already knew about them. I wouldn't have been able to go back to the mortuary business the same way I had either way it went. That path was set for me the moment I started toying with cinematic records.
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Date: 2018-06-09 06:20 am (UTC)You... [A part of him tries to justify his guilt but he comes up empty-handed.] Why would you do that if it was going to risk the life you were comfortable with?
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Date: 2018-06-10 08:18 pm (UTC)Because no one has tried it? No, I suppose everything was out of selfishness on my part. My chain was growing far too long, and now that you know what you are to me, you might understand why I couldn't be content to just dig another grave.
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Date: 2018-06-11 12:58 am (UTC)Ah- I suppose I can understand that. [That had to gradually grow more depressing.] I'm sorry you had to dig any for us at all.
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Date: 2018-06-13 03:51 am (UTC)As am I, milord. But here now, it's not that bad anymore. I've got you to poke fun at and help me taste test what I bake in the kitchen.
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Date: 2018-06-14 05:13 am (UTC)Mm, and I certainly don't mind tasting everything. I'm not sure I've had one bad thing yet.
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Date: 2018-06-16 03:22 am (UTC)You always did have the highest expectations in your taste, milord. We don't have the finest of ingredients here, but how could I disappoint you?
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Date: 2018-06-17 04:41 am (UTC)Maybe a bit but only because I grew up like that. You've yet to disappoint me though. Your cooking is worlds better than the instant meals I was surviving off of before you moved in with me.