He could argue and say that they're both lucky, beyond measure, to know what they know now with each other. It's a new bridge that they're crossing together, one Undertaker is not entirely unfamiliar with, but he's glad to be walking its path once more. More so to be doing so with one who had had such a terrible introduction to this side of relationships, and at such a frightfully young age.
Astre's hand brushes through his hair as he feels little touches along his neck, and he obliges the boy, tilting his head to let the boy explore on his own terms. "If this is what it takes, my lord, I am more than willing to lead you through the process. You don't seem nervous, but don't let that stop you from being so. We both know what this was like the last time you experienced something so intimate."
How horrible it was. He'd only seen through the demon's eyes, moments before he decided the demon needed to die, but it had been enough. It had been more than enough. Astre deserved better than so much terror. There would be no fear this time, no pain, no anguish.
He kisses him then, tender and sweet, just enjoying the feeling of their lips against each other, the taste of him. Settled in bed, in lingerie he picked out just for Undertaker, for no eyes but theirs, he can feel his excitement grow. And that clench in his heart is fiercer for the tenderness he receives.
"Everything feels, is, so different now though. Back then, I could never imagine wanting this but with you... Nothing feels frightening about this with you. I'm excited and happy." Another soft kiss that drifts off his lips to his jaw and then his neck. "And eager. I want to try everything with you."
Maybe not all at once but Undertaker might find him unwilling to stop until he's completely worn the teen out.
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Date: 2021-09-27 01:26 am (UTC)Astre's hand brushes through his hair as he feels little touches along his neck, and he obliges the boy, tilting his head to let the boy explore on his own terms. "If this is what it takes, my lord, I am more than willing to lead you through the process. You don't seem nervous, but don't let that stop you from being so. We both know what this was like the last time you experienced something so intimate."
How horrible it was. He'd only seen through the demon's eyes, moments before he decided the demon needed to die, but it had been enough. It had been more than enough. Astre deserved better than so much terror. There would be no fear this time, no pain, no anguish.
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Date: 2021-09-27 05:41 am (UTC)"Everything feels, is, so different now though. Back then, I could never imagine wanting this but with you... Nothing feels frightening about this with you. I'm excited and happy." Another soft kiss that drifts off his lips to his jaw and then his neck. "And eager. I want to try everything with you."
Maybe not all at once but Undertaker might find him unwilling to stop until he's completely worn the teen out.