It wasn't often that anyone got to see him nervous or anxious but the clerk who had discreetly directed him to what he wanted while shopping had that chance. And now Undertaker too.
Despite being an adult in the eyes of most any world and society, he felt like a clumsy child now, face and ears flushed bright pink as his heart pounded a million miles a minute in his chest. His upbringing had never prepared him, much, in terms of marriage and pleasure. And this was... well, only a bit different really. It was enough to make him feel a bit shy though.
He waited until he knew Undertaker was busy and slipped into their room to change, skin breaking out into nervous chills as he slipped into a pair of lacy lingerie and glanced at himself in the mirror. With his fair skin, slim build, and long hair, he couldn't deny that he looked good. That didn't help his nerves though.
Especially since now that he was changed, what did he do next..?
He stood, staring at the mirror for a minute or so longer before taking a deep breath to steady himself and slipping out to the living room. And, after peeking to see Undertaker wasn't there at the moment, settled himself on the couch, and tried to make himself look as appealing as he could.
Being housemates for so long by now, hearing each other move around was hardly an unusual occurrence. So it never crossed his mind to check on Astre while he fixed his tea the way he liked it. As he always did, he had brought down a second cup for the Earl and fixed it as Astre liked. By now, he knew Astre's tastes quite well.
Once done, he set both cups on saucers and made to carry them out to where he heard the teen last.
"I've made you some tea, my lord. I do hope you're in the mood for..."
Rarely in his time, more of late than some number of decades ago, had he ever been stunned to silence. To see Astre sitting on the couch? Not unexpected in the least. They had both found themselves there quite often, more often at the same time. But this... Oh, this?
For a moment, he wondered if something in the surgery behind his eyes had malfunctioned somehow and warped his vision to something... not what it was before. Then the moment passed and reality began to settle in. As it always did, the smile returned to his face.
"Is it a bit too warm in here for your liking, my lord? I see you've gone and left some of your clothing aside this evening."
Never mind that the clothing the teen did have on was, indeed, made of some form of lace.
He was still nervous, heart racing faster when he heard Undertaker coming back into the living room. And he was sure it was trying to leap out of his chest when he heard the man trail off.
Astre's cheeks were still bright red and his bit his bottom lip, hoping it was a good sign to render Undertaker speechless for even a moment. And then his heart leapt into his throat when that smile returned.
"I'm plenty comfortable. I wanted to surprise you though. So I hope this is to your liking."
Then, he slowly got to his feet to go over to Undertaker, silently offering to take the tray for him.
Though he thought to resist and carry the tray anyway, he let Astre have it and take it where he would. They would get to it eventually, the sooner the better. Warm tea only lasted so long, after all. Then again, the teen had presented him with quite the distraction.
His eyes were drawn to so much pale flesh, smooth enough it could have been made of porcelain, and yet he knew all too well the warmth that lived within. Such a tempting display, and there would be no denying how much of that he wanted to touch.
"You've outdone yourself once again, my lord. Are there no lengths you would go to to get what you want?"
Oh, Astre most certainly wanted this. The knowing look he shared then told all, and he couldn't help a soft chuckle as he settled down back where the Earl had been seated only a few moments ago.
He set the tray down on the table in front of the couch, pausing for just a moment as he did before leaning forward just a little extra for show. Show and an invitation to touch, if the reaper wanted. Suddenly, he felt just a little braver. It was already going so well and, even if his heart was still racing, he couldn't hide that he was getting a bit excited too.
"I just wanted to surprise you." He stood up and turned to smile at him before joining him on the couch, no hesitation at all in snuggling right against him.
He most definitely wanted this and, if he wasn't completely lost in his own desires, he was sure Undertaker did too. Which only made him even happier with his choice of lingerie for the evening.
"I just wish I'd thought of this sooner. For your birthday, maybe."
Astre was, indeed, a teenaged boy by now, developing into manhood faster than even he had seen while living with him all of this time. How he had never seen this coming was beyond him, and also a little surprising on its own. His vision may have been returned, but his other senses had never served to fail him.
Far from it though he was now, he still could remember the hormone rush of his youth and how hectic a time that had been. Now, suddenly, it seemed right on his doorstep with Astre. For once, he thought it might be a blessing that the boy had his sights set on one person and one alone.
The temptation to touch came, and went, just as quickly. If Astre had ever done this before with someone else, he had no clue, but it would be clear to anyone just how far outside of his comfort zone the Earl was. At least, when he'd started out. He wouldn't make it worse on him.
"You've succeeded at that, I assure you. Quite well, indeed. Seems my lord is getting bold in his manhood dawn."
So far outside of his comfort zone. Though it was only because he lacked experience in anything like this. He never imagined he'd be able to fall in love or to find someone he wanted like this, to find someone he trusted enough with his body and heart. Even his soul.
Astre's cheeks flushed at the compliment, snuggling up against him more comfortably and nuzzling against his neck. He even gets daring enough to gently kiss at the skin there.
"I guess... you just inspire me to be bold. It's hard to not be when you're in love with someone so amazing as you are." And he is. He's loved his family and his friends in the worlds they've been to, but not like this. Their smiles never filled his heart, their laughs weren't so contagious. When he woke each morning to see Undertaker, he could never help but smile and sometimes pretended to keep sleeping, if only to savor the moment or listen to the reaper a bit longer.
All of this affection grabs at him, takes his heart in both hands and wrings it silly with the love in him for the Earl. That Astre would let him be so close, that the boy would willingly come to him for anything after everything that he'd been through... Sometimes it seemed too good to be true. But what sat in the circle of his arms couldn't be denied.
Those lips pressed the soft and sensitive and scarred skin of his neck don't go unnoticed. He would like to turn his head and nuzzle Astre back. Instead, he holds his head still, allowing Astre to continue, and trails a palm down against the teen's exposed thigh down toward the knee.
"You flatter me, my lord." Oh, how he wanted to kiss those sweet lips. But no, he held back, letting Astre set the pace as he wanted. For now. "That I inspire you so honors me. I should show you how much it means to me that you would hold me in such high regard."
And there, he paused, giving a soft him in thought. "But what to do? There's the question."
Slowly, the hand on Astre's knee begins to trail back up that thigh.
When Astre feels that hand trailing down his thigh, it's all he can think about. Those talented hands that always put such care in his work, that were always so tender for him, so warm and strong, it's almost impossible for him to focus on much else. Almost. He still keeps those soft kisses going, trailing up to his jaw and along it until he's close to Undertaker's lips.
"What to do..?" He repeats the words softly, watching his lips longingly but then that hand is trailing back up and it's so enticing that he can't help himself and lets out a soft moan, squirming and pressing himself against the mans hips.
"I suppose 'anything at all' might be too vague?" He gets the words out but he's obviously distracted. "We do have all day just for us though. If you want."
There's nothing Astre would like more, really, than to stay here with Undertaker all day, to indulge themselves in every desire they can dream up.
Watching Astre squirm, hearing him moan as he does, it'll never get old. Anything at all that he can do to keep those pleasant sounds coming, he'll do just that. While he has Astre seated on his lap, he draws the boy as close as he can get. Once settled, he rubs fingers back up and down the Earl's soft, warm leg. He'll never tire of that touch either.
"We could do anything at all, if you like." He scritches along Astre's thigh again, kissing along his cheek until Astre's lips are near his. Why wait, he thinks? In the next moment, he's kissing Astre's lips instead, leaving no room for question as to what he's looking for. "But isn't there something you're after?"
He hums into that kiss, eyes fluttering as he just lets himself drape over the reaper, savoring those touches and letting it all take over his senses. He squirms a bit more, gently grinding his erection against Undertaker, half as an answer and half unaware of it.
And then he has to take a moment to think, almost to let his brain restart, but when he's ready, he gives him another kiss. It's soft and slow, romantic.
"I want you." Astre's voice is soft for a moment but hen blue eyes meet green and he smiles even as his heart pounds in his chest. "I want to be with you in every way. I want to know what it's like to give myself to someone I love and explore what we like together."
Kissing has always been a love of his, especially with the Earl. When Astre takes it upon himself to indulge again, drawing the feeling out of it as much as he can, he follows suit, slipping an arm a little further around the boy's waist to hold him close while they love on each other. The roll of those hips isn't missed, and he doesn't mind it in the least, though it does add fuel to his own fire.
He hums in kind, letting Astre draw back as he will to speak. As Astre does, he turns his head to continue kissing so lightly against the boy's cheek, adoring him for all either of them are worth. "Where would you like to have me? We're going to do this, it seems, and I'd like you to be comfortable."
It's becoming a favorite of his as well but nothing has disappointed him yet when it comes to Undertaker. With them becoming intimate though, he knows that they may find something he doesn't like eventually. That was something they could face together though.
"Bedroom?" He can't help but still want a bit of romance to this, even if he had started this in the living room. He's eager though and it's obvious. Especially with those kisses along his cheek continuing to distract him.
"I'd be comfortable anywhere with you though. We could dirty a table and I think I'd only remember you."
Oh, his curious Earl. He can't help a grin and to cradle the boy all the closer, if even possible, nuzzling into the line of his hair bordering his temple. "Bedroom, it will be, then."
In truth, he has no intention of making quick work of their pleasure. He had always been of the mind that any pleasure had must be enjoyed thoroughly. If it must be quick, it must be done well. He never does anything by halves. Holding Astre firmly to his chest, he shifts them forward to catch his balance and stands, one arm tucked under the teen's rear.
It isn't an effort for him, having spent most of his recent life handling bodies quite larger than Astre's, often times on his own. He knows his limits, and the Earl is not in the least one of them. Making it to the bedroom with the both of them isn't difficult at all, and soon he's settling Astre at the edge of the bed, lowering himself to one knee before the Earl. The look on his face, however, is anything but complicated.
"A table, my lord? And here I thought to defile you in the comfort of our bedding. You would find it more comfortable, I'm sure."
So very curious. Undertaker had reintroduced him to the idea of happiness, of love, gave him both and accepted his in return. And now he would be the boys introduction to proper lovemaking and more. Astre wants more in their future, wants to explore every possibility with his man.
He hums softly at the nuzzle and gives one of his own, tucking his face into the reapers neck to kiss gently along the skin there. All while giving a little wiggle in Undertaker's arms, eager but trying to be patient.
"I think you're right." He agrees softly, cheeks flushed and reaching out to gently touch his cheek. "And I think I'd prefer our first time to be somewhere just for us." Not just think, really. He knows that's what he prefers, what they both prefer.
Then he gently combs his hand through some of Undertaker's hair, heart clenching in the best of ways.
He could argue and say that they're both lucky, beyond measure, to know what they know now with each other. It's a new bridge that they're crossing together, one Undertaker is not entirely unfamiliar with, but he's glad to be walking its path once more. More so to be doing so with one who had had such a terrible introduction to this side of relationships, and at such a frightfully young age.
Astre's hand brushes through his hair as he feels little touches along his neck, and he obliges the boy, tilting his head to let the boy explore on his own terms. "If this is what it takes, my lord, I am more than willing to lead you through the process. You don't seem nervous, but don't let that stop you from being so. We both know what this was like the last time you experienced something so intimate."
How horrible it was. He'd only seen through the demon's eyes, moments before he decided the demon needed to die, but it had been enough. It had been more than enough. Astre deserved better than so much terror. There would be no fear this time, no pain, no anguish.
He kisses him then, tender and sweet, just enjoying the feeling of their lips against each other, the taste of him. Settled in bed, in lingerie he picked out just for Undertaker, for no eyes but theirs, he can feel his excitement grow. And that clench in his heart is fiercer for the tenderness he receives.
"Everything feels, is, so different now though. Back then, I could never imagine wanting this but with you... Nothing feels frightening about this with you. I'm excited and happy." Another soft kiss that drifts off his lips to his jaw and then his neck. "And eager. I want to try everything with you."
Maybe not all at once but Undertaker might find him unwilling to stop until he's completely worn the teen out.
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Date: 2021-07-04 10:37 pm (UTC)Despite being an adult in the eyes of most any world and society, he felt like a clumsy child now, face and ears flushed bright pink as his heart pounded a million miles a minute in his chest. His upbringing had never prepared him, much, in terms of marriage and pleasure. And this was... well, only a bit different really. It was enough to make him feel a bit shy though.
He waited until he knew Undertaker was busy and slipped into their room to change, skin breaking out into nervous chills as he slipped into a pair of lacy lingerie and glanced at himself in the mirror. With his fair skin, slim build, and long hair, he couldn't deny that he looked good. That didn't help his nerves though.
Especially since now that he was changed, what did he do next..?
He stood, staring at the mirror for a minute or so longer before taking a deep breath to steady himself and slipping out to the living room. And, after peeking to see Undertaker wasn't there at the moment, settled himself on the couch, and tried to make himself look as appealing as he could.
All while still blushing bright.
Re: soem sexy action ;)
Date: 2021-07-10 02:44 pm (UTC)Once done, he set both cups on saucers and made to carry them out to where he heard the teen last.
"I've made you some tea, my lord. I do hope you're in the mood for..."
Rarely in his time, more of late than some number of decades ago, had he ever been stunned to silence. To see Astre sitting on the couch? Not unexpected in the least. They had both found themselves there quite often, more often at the same time. But this... Oh, this?
For a moment, he wondered if something in the surgery behind his eyes had malfunctioned somehow and warped his vision to something... not what it was before. Then the moment passed and reality began to settle in. As it always did, the smile returned to his face.
"Is it a bit too warm in here for your liking, my lord? I see you've gone and left some of your clothing aside this evening."
Never mind that the clothing the teen did have on was, indeed, made of some form of lace.
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Date: 2021-07-10 10:05 pm (UTC)Astre's cheeks were still bright red and his bit his bottom lip, hoping it was a good sign to render Undertaker speechless for even a moment. And then his heart leapt into his throat when that smile returned.
"I'm plenty comfortable. I wanted to surprise you though. So I hope this is to your liking."
Then, he slowly got to his feet to go over to Undertaker, silently offering to take the tray for him.
"I want to find all the things you like best."
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Date: 2021-07-15 02:39 am (UTC)His eyes were drawn to so much pale flesh, smooth enough it could have been made of porcelain, and yet he knew all too well the warmth that lived within. Such a tempting display, and there would be no denying how much of that he wanted to touch.
"You've outdone yourself once again, my lord. Are there no lengths you would go to to get what you want?"
Oh, Astre most certainly wanted this. The knowing look he shared then told all, and he couldn't help a soft chuckle as he settled down back where the Earl had been seated only a few moments ago.
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Date: 2021-07-15 02:50 am (UTC)"I just wanted to surprise you." He stood up and turned to smile at him before joining him on the couch, no hesitation at all in snuggling right against him.
He most definitely wanted this and, if he wasn't completely lost in his own desires, he was sure Undertaker did too. Which only made him even happier with his choice of lingerie for the evening.
"I just wish I'd thought of this sooner. For your birthday, maybe."
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Date: 2021-07-22 05:08 pm (UTC)Far from it though he was now, he still could remember the hormone rush of his youth and how hectic a time that had been. Now, suddenly, it seemed right on his doorstep with Astre. For once, he thought it might be a blessing that the boy had his sights set on one person and one alone.
The temptation to touch came, and went, just as quickly. If Astre had ever done this before with someone else, he had no clue, but it would be clear to anyone just how far outside of his comfort zone the Earl was. At least, when he'd started out. He wouldn't make it worse on him.
"You've succeeded at that, I assure you. Quite well, indeed. Seems my lord is getting bold in his manhood dawn."
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Date: 2021-08-04 03:15 am (UTC)Astre's cheeks flushed at the compliment, snuggling up against him more comfortably and nuzzling against his neck. He even gets daring enough to gently kiss at the skin there.
"I guess... you just inspire me to be bold. It's hard to not be when you're in love with someone so amazing as you are." And he is. He's loved his family and his friends in the worlds they've been to, but not like this. Their smiles never filled his heart, their laughs weren't so contagious. When he woke each morning to see Undertaker, he could never help but smile and sometimes pretended to keep sleeping, if only to savor the moment or listen to the reaper a bit longer.
"You make me want to be the best I can be."
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Date: 2021-08-04 06:05 am (UTC)Those lips pressed the soft and sensitive and scarred skin of his neck don't go unnoticed. He would like to turn his head and nuzzle Astre back. Instead, he holds his head still, allowing Astre to continue, and trails a palm down against the teen's exposed thigh down toward the knee.
"You flatter me, my lord." Oh, how he wanted to kiss those sweet lips. But no, he held back, letting Astre set the pace as he wanted. For now. "That I inspire you so honors me. I should show you how much it means to me that you would hold me in such high regard."
And there, he paused, giving a soft him in thought. "But what to do? There's the question."
Slowly, the hand on Astre's knee begins to trail back up that thigh.
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Date: 2021-08-04 06:42 am (UTC)"What to do..?" He repeats the words softly, watching his lips longingly but then that hand is trailing back up and it's so enticing that he can't help himself and lets out a soft moan, squirming and pressing himself against the mans hips.
"I suppose 'anything at all' might be too vague?" He gets the words out but he's obviously distracted. "We do have all day just for us though. If you want."
There's nothing Astre would like more, really, than to stay here with Undertaker all day, to indulge themselves in every desire they can dream up.
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Date: 2021-08-12 04:53 am (UTC)"We could do anything at all, if you like." He scritches along Astre's thigh again, kissing along his cheek until Astre's lips are near his. Why wait, he thinks? In the next moment, he's kissing Astre's lips instead, leaving no room for question as to what he's looking for. "But isn't there something you're after?"
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Date: 2021-08-13 02:42 am (UTC)And then he has to take a moment to think, almost to let his brain restart, but when he's ready, he gives him another kiss. It's soft and slow, romantic.
"I want you." Astre's voice is soft for a moment but hen blue eyes meet green and he smiles even as his heart pounds in his chest. "I want to be with you in every way. I want to know what it's like to give myself to someone I love and explore what we like together."
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Date: 2021-08-19 07:14 pm (UTC)He hums in kind, letting Astre draw back as he will to speak. As Astre does, he turns his head to continue kissing so lightly against the boy's cheek, adoring him for all either of them are worth. "Where would you like to have me? We're going to do this, it seems, and I'd like you to be comfortable."
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Date: 2021-08-20 04:08 am (UTC)"Bedroom?" He can't help but still want a bit of romance to this, even if he had started this in the living room. He's eager though and it's obvious. Especially with those kisses along his cheek continuing to distract him.
"I'd be comfortable anywhere with you though. We could dirty a table and I think I'd only remember you."
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Date: 2021-09-04 05:29 am (UTC)In truth, he has no intention of making quick work of their pleasure. He had always been of the mind that any pleasure had must be enjoyed thoroughly. If it must be quick, it must be done well. He never does anything by halves. Holding Astre firmly to his chest, he shifts them forward to catch his balance and stands, one arm tucked under the teen's rear.
It isn't an effort for him, having spent most of his recent life handling bodies quite larger than Astre's, often times on his own. He knows his limits, and the Earl is not in the least one of them. Making it to the bedroom with the both of them isn't difficult at all, and soon he's settling Astre at the edge of the bed, lowering himself to one knee before the Earl. The look on his face, however, is anything but complicated.
"A table, my lord? And here I thought to defile you in the comfort of our bedding. You would find it more comfortable, I'm sure."
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Date: 2021-09-08 10:53 pm (UTC)He hums softly at the nuzzle and gives one of his own, tucking his face into the reapers neck to kiss gently along the skin there. All while giving a little wiggle in Undertaker's arms, eager but trying to be patient.
"I think you're right." He agrees softly, cheeks flushed and reaching out to gently touch his cheek. "And I think I'd prefer our first time to be somewhere just for us." Not just think, really. He knows that's what he prefers, what they both prefer.
Then he gently combs his hand through some of Undertaker's hair, heart clenching in the best of ways.
"I'm so lucky. I love you so much."
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Date: 2021-09-27 01:26 am (UTC)Astre's hand brushes through his hair as he feels little touches along his neck, and he obliges the boy, tilting his head to let the boy explore on his own terms. "If this is what it takes, my lord, I am more than willing to lead you through the process. You don't seem nervous, but don't let that stop you from being so. We both know what this was like the last time you experienced something so intimate."
How horrible it was. He'd only seen through the demon's eyes, moments before he decided the demon needed to die, but it had been enough. It had been more than enough. Astre deserved better than so much terror. There would be no fear this time, no pain, no anguish.
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Date: 2021-09-27 05:41 am (UTC)"Everything feels, is, so different now though. Back then, I could never imagine wanting this but with you... Nothing feels frightening about this with you. I'm excited and happy." Another soft kiss that drifts off his lips to his jaw and then his neck. "And eager. I want to try everything with you."
Maybe not all at once but Undertaker might find him unwilling to stop until he's completely worn the teen out.